Dear You (Hopefully you know who you are, because I don’t)

                I’m excited about our first meeting.  Maybe it won’t happen right now. But I know it will. I can feel it in the air.  You know how you anticipate something even though you may not know what it is you are anticipating? Well, that’s how I feel right now.  I know ‘The Situation’ (as Artist Erykah Badu once named it) that I’m in won’t last forever.  We’ve grown apart… way apart.  I messed up by inviting others into it and while leading them on, revert back to ‘The Situation’ and cut them off like nothing ever began.  For those of you I may have been in contact with, I’m sorry.  I truly apologize. I think about you. Wondering whether or not I should say anything.  Hopefully one day you see this. Maybe one day I will let you know I wrote it. 

Things often manifest themselves when you have patience.-Trishadotj 

But to my future you, I hope you’re ready.  Ready for someone filled with ups and downs but very much willing to work them out with you.  Someone who has a romantic side dying to come out but is constantly flushed by the current ‘situation’.  Ready to feel the love that I need and ready to give the love that I have stored.  It’s been on reserve for you.  My all that is.  I was finally able to get it back from those who had pieces.  Now that it is whole, I’m nurturing it.  While I constantly try to tell myself about the ways that I would love and live my happily ever after…

Currently, I’m stuck in this ‘Situation’ this 'relationship'

Open and willing, ready for you to come rescue me…..

Whoever you are. 

Until we meet.

XOXO